so very dumb

THURSDAY

today has been a busy day. woke up at 9-ish, played with zachary, continued with ethics proj, got ready to go pick jesslyn han up from sch before heading to serangoon garden to mail out some registered items and get some snacks for noon and then to pick up zachary’s lunch and dinner from his place. little zachary is staying over till sun coz my sis and her in-laws are in bkk now. shopping and eating!!!!!!!! i miss going there with darling, eating cheap seafood in chinatown, sipping birdnest in the hotel room at night, going for massages and the coziness of the room. sigh..

been thinking these few days that in just a matter of days, everything’s changed. i just feel that it’s all wrong, it shouldn’t be like that. i dunno what to think or feel anymore. just so sad it’s become like that. i totally didn’t expect it and dun want it to be like that. but i can’t do anything except wait.

i think double sh wants to webcam later at night because they wanna see their baby. accompanying my mum to novena tmr to buy toys for zachary. it’s gonna be lantern festival on sat. how i wish everything will become good once again. i pray for a happy ending

i miss you, i do